Feeling somewhat better. Just writing all that stuff out day before yesterday made me feel less depressed. And getting a pedicure in blood red, too.

My menstrual cycle is so screwed. I have been waiting and waiting for a period since mid January (something small even with the IUD). Now this week horrible cramps and backaches and mood swings. And still nothing. My weight won't budge until after my period.

I get so tired of seeing evil people prosper. F does everything wrong, lies, slacks off, never shows up, etc. and he's the golden boy. Maybe this shouldn't matter to me but I can't help it. I want to see him brought down a notch. And I want to miss many weeks of work.

I just want this school year to be over. I may be too burnt out to teach summer school but I need to make some money somehow.